Wednesday, June 30, 2021

I'm so angry...I could spit.

but... 
The Folks, 
who have been Incredibly Huge...Blessing's in my life, won't allow 
that.
The Truth Is...

I despise...Liars.

Had another go round...with a District 6, Fella...
yesterday.
in front of our Home.

Don't ya sometimes wish...
liar's pants, would really catch on fire?

I wouldn't want anyone to get burned...
but, a little heat on their fannies, wouldn't be a bad thing.





A Sweet Friend, gave me this 1800's Tranferware Child's Cup...
many years ago.

It Says It All.

The Path...those District 6 Boys, are walkin' on...
is about 14 feet wide, and has nothing to do with 'truth'..







 

Where Or When

Where, or...When.


 


Busy...busy, day....
yesterday.

Took the '49 Ford's...box of manuals to Adam...first thing.
He's been fixin'...the Old Boy up.
He's...so darned...enchanted, with The Old...Boy.
My Heart Swells...when I see the two of them...together.
: )

A Dear Friend, has been wanting to see the Old...Boy, thought I'd have him...home.
Told him, he'd have to visit the 49 in Elberon.
I, can't bear to bring him to Fairfax, for many reasons, but...not sure, I could get Adam...to let go, anyway.
: )

Asked Adam..to take our Friend...for a Spin.
; )
Adam, was More than Happy, to do so.
He's been Truckin'...all over, in the '49.
<3

Then...beat feet, to Fairfax, where the Living Estate Sale will be...in a little more than a week.
{July 8-11}

Mary, our Client...met us there, I...was telling Mary, about the horrible accident, last Saturday.
She's so amazing.
Asked me, if we could Pray...together.
<3
We held hands, and Prayed...for my Friends, and Family.
<3 <3 <3 

I've been getting updated...from my Injured Friend's...Wife,...a Dear, Sweet...Friend, that
He's recovering slowly.
This...was a horrible injury to his spine.

The surgery, was long...and difficult.
With covid...I, can't be with her.
Only one family member, can visit, for a very limited time.
It's so damned Frustrating.
: (

I'm so Grateful...Folk's are sending Prayers.
<3 <3 <3 
Told Mary, that's all we've got.
Hope, Faith...
<3

Went to visit Grandson, Kaycen...for his 9th. Birthday, last night.
He, and his little Brothers, were...like a swarm...of playful...
little Honey Bees.
<3
Their Energy, is...amazing.
: )
All I could do, is...sit, and watch them...
Fly.
: )

Wish...I could tap into...some of That.
: )

When I got Home...carried in groceries, put away..what I had to, then...found John's recliner, and fell fast asleep.
The word 'exhausted'...couldn't begin...to describe how tired I was.
Think...Jethro....was on autopilot, those last few miles...driving home.

When I woke up this morning...the tv was on.
It was the early morning local news.
Saw...Senator Rob Hogg, talking.

He's been vigilant, fighting The Cargill Corporation...from taking local land owners property, solely...for 'Big Business'.
: ( 
The Senator, helped us...last year, concerning some of the IDOT, and Fairfax...
 Mess, here.

We discussed his 'Mess', in Rompot...., a small community, in Cedar Rapids, Iowa...
back then, I was following his Battle, too.
Cedar Rapids City Hall, certainly wasn't looking out for It's People.
Like Fairfax.
: (

Sent him a message, first thing...this morning.
Told him....he needs to visit with our Lawyer.
They both are Warriors, for The People.

Told The Senator, it's very scary...when Big Business, Independent Engineers, and Independent Contractors...
have more power...
than 
The People.

Things Must...Change, and be taken to The Highest Court, and The Capital.

Thanked him...for Standing Firm, tirelessly... like our Lawyer...
for
 The People.

{I'm already....a bit, exhausted...this morning, just...thinking about it.}

oh dear.

On to The Living Estate Sale.
Work.
: )
<3

Love to Ya...
Prayers, for All.

Barb C.











Tuesday, June 29, 2021

So Small - Carrie Underwood with lyrics

In The Blink...of an Eye.


Delivered The Saint...last night, to a Friend.
along...with a pretty stained glass window.
She'd bought them both...long ago, but...with everything that's been happening, in both of our lives, well...
couldn't get it done, any sooner.

Waiting...this morning to hear how another Friend is doing.
He was badly injured last Saturday evening, while we were visiting.
I'd written, a while back, about...how so many of our problems, are really...minor, in the big picture.
Recalled, sitting at the University Hospital...in intensive care, many years ago...
with Loved Ones.
Those Folks...there, have problems.
Real...problems.

Who knew, that's where I'd be...again, within days of 'remembering'.

Again...with dear Friends, and their Family.

Lives can be, and are... altered...every moment, of every day...for many,
in the blink of an eye.

As I knelt...on the ground, holding our Friend's hand, reassuring him, he was going to be ok, waiting for the ambulance, it brought back so many memories, of the day John left us.
Can't get it out of my mind.

One moment, everything is going good, the next...you're spiraling into the abyss.

just...that...fast

Our Friend...had surgery, yesterday, came through it well.
but...
it's going to be difficult, for him...and his Wife, for awhile.

Wish I could take all of their pain...and worry...away.

Starting on another Estate, today...
I thank God...for Work.

Love...to Ya.
Prayers...for All.

Barb C.














 

Monday, June 28, 2021

Alison Krauss & Union Station - Paper Airplane

Worrisome Moments.

 The last 24 hours...have been insane.

I'm not going to get into it all...
because...well, it's heartbreaking.

No rest, load's...of worry, for many.

The Old Boy...found his way Home...today.
that,
 was a Good Thing.
Adam, little Jack...and, Miss. Vivian...
endured many, long...hot...hilly, roads...in Iowa, and Wisconsin, to make it so.

Me, and The Ford...too.

Many, are beyond...exhausted, tonight.

I am grateful...that we had to work hard...today, and had obligations...where there was no wiggle room


Git 'er Done.
That's what
we did.












That's what we always...do.








Took 'The Old Boy'...for a spin, tonight...after we got him unloaded, in Elberon.
Fairfax...doesn't deserve...
His Presence.

Ground a few gears, but...we 'understood' one another.
He's pretty Snappy, for an old boy. 
I, always...knew he would be.

Never once...doubted a Ford.
any of them.
It's 'self doubt'...that troubles me.

These last 24 hours...have been so ugly.
Heartbreaking.

The next several days...
moments, are worrisome.
So Much...
for So...Many.

Love...to Ya.
Prayers, for All.

Barb C.










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Saturday, June 26, 2021

Cheech & Chong - Low Rider

Muchness.

Yesterday...was insane.

Seems...everything was swirling around my head...
like a swarm of angry...wasps.

The heat was on,..most every way it could be.
Literally, got a little over heated, working. 
Then...was tap dancin'..trying to get a trailer lined up to retrieve The Old Boy.
{49 Ford}

Trying to get that pulled together, involving several Folks, was like herding cats.
Called an old...Friend, Skip.
We've known each other...since we were Children.
Our Dad's were friends, and Fellow Scrappers.
Skip, and I...were kind of competitive, when it came to loading, hauling...and 
driving those old Trucks, as Fast as they could Fly.
; )
I knew...Skip could git'er done...when it comes to movin' Junk.
: )

When I told Skip...what I needed, and, why...he said...exactly, what I figured he would.
; )

"Why don't you just drive it home?"
Hahahahahaha!!!
I, burst out laughing.
Ya see, Skip 'knew' me.
or...who I used to be.
Told him...that crossed my mind, many times...since I cut the deal, on The Old Boy.
If Dad were here....
That Old Boy...would be Home.
; )

Skip told me I could borrow his Son, James's... Trailer...and Skip offered to come with.
said...he'd be glad to 'Drive'...The Old Boy, home.
Damn It.
Said...He'd driven far worse, then added, so have I.
; )
Damn It.

What happened to my Muchness...
: (

Reminded me of the Smoking Caterpillar, in Alice in Wonderland, telling Alice...
she wasn't 'hardly'...'Alice'.
Damn It.

I called James, asked him if I could borrow his trailer, told him what I needed it for.
What do ya suppose his first word's were.

"Why don't ya just drive it home?"
Damn It!!!
Then, James went on...and said, 
"Well...it is a 'Ford'...so, I guess I understand why you'd rather 'Trailer' it."
DAMN IT!!!
hahahahahahaha!!!
Like Father...Like Son!!!
Hahahahaha!!!
Mopar...Boys.
oh my.

Son in law, Adam...lined up a trailer, yesterday...that one of his Farmer Friend's has, we weren't sure...would be available.
so...won't have to make use of Skip's, and James's...generosity.
; )
We're headin' up North...in the mornin'.
Think all of Liz, and Adam's.. Little Ones, are coming with.
<3 <3 <3 
'Little Junkers'. 
<3

Told Daughter, Liz...this morning...about the 'Muchness'...conversations, with Skip, and James.
; )
Liz, of course...tried to reassure me, that I was just being careful, and using my head, 'Babying'...the Old Boy.
damn...it.
What a Blow.
so much...
for
 'Muchness'.



Love to Ya...
Prayers, for All.

Barb C.




Friday, June 25, 2021

Swing... Batter, Batter... Swing.


Began writing this post...
around 4:30.
I'd had an overwhelming...thought, about...
'Baseball'.
???
: )
{I know Zero...about Baseball. : ) }

Loaded many images...of The Rabbit Hole, 'Before'...
IDOT, and Fairfax, City Hall.

Thought about The Pitcher...
sizing up...the Batter.
; )
then...the phone rang.

It was a Dear...Dear...Friend, calling.
She's Lost...Two...Family Members, to suicide, in the last year.
One...just a few days ago.

My Friend...told me, she had to call me, because...she knew I'd understand, what she was about to tell me.
My Friend, said....
"I...feel like I'm under Attack."
: ( 

I listened to her...then, replied...

We Are.

and...I'm writing about it, right now.
; )

We are in for a Battle.
but...
remember,
 Who...
 Is In Charge.
<3
Who...
settles all The Scores.
; )
<3
Remember...
Who...
Picks His Warriors...
Carefully.
<3

We have to be Strong, because...Many...Many...
are Counting on us.
<3

That old...'Batter', had better be careful.
; )
We've got a Powerful...Pitch.
; )
oh my.
<3

Love to Ya...
Prayers, for All.

Barb C.
{deleted the 'politic' crap.
No more.}
















 

Thursday, June 24, 2021

Looking Glass - Brandy (You're a Fine Girl) (Official Audio)

Helm...


Saw a sweet little old Ship...today.
It's about 40 years old...'new' to me, 'vintage'...to Daughter, Liz.
<3
Had to buy it for her.
; )

Liz has her Dad's last name...
'Helm'.
<3
She's collected 'Ships'...for many years.


The Ship...
above, is nearly 4 feet long.
John made it, out of wooden matchsticks...in the 1960's.
He used the matchstick boxes, to size the portal windows, and I'm guessing where guns, or cannons would fire...on the broadside.
<3
The Ship... resided at John's Mother's home...until she passed away, in 2002.
I, was going to clean the webs from it, when John brought it home.
He asked me to leave them...alone.
I'm so glad...he did.
It's...amazing.
<3
Wouldn't be the same...without them, and their history.
<3
{and...they get along just Fine...with all of ours. ; ) }

Every time I look at that Ship, really...look at it, I melt.
I see it every day...but, when I take a Moment, and Really...Look,
I...melt.
<3
The Time...The Patience...The Skill.
John...was an Amazing Artist.
He'd often argue that, with me.
I'd always win...
because...
It was The Truth.
<3
: )


Liz...recently purchased the Grovert's 'Sailing'...print.
It...found a grateful Home.
<3

No flooding, last night.
Son, Justin...did his best, to fix, yet...again, District 6's...mess.
So...for the moment, we're high, and dry.

Still haven't heard back...from District 6.
They probably hope...I've drown.
; )

Love to Ya...
Prayers, for All.

Barb C.






 

Wednesday, June 23, 2021

Rainy Night in Georgia

Beauty.


Beauty...

I'd promised...to bring Beauty, to this blog, instead...of ugliness, a while back.
This...early morning, was ugly.
This Evening...I was determined...to share a little Beauty.
; )

Walked through the house...and, searched.
My eyes...landed on Old Hearts, and... Old,
 old...
Shot Up...
Weathervane Directionals.
; )

<3

The Honest.
The Soulful.
The Warriors.

The Survivors.
<3

Beautiful.

Love to Ya...
Prayers, for All.

Barb C.

{Sadly, never heard back from Jim, and Newman...from IDOT District 6, today...concerning our Flooding,
Bless their heart's.

I'll keep the WetVac, in place...
and...the Beautiful...Vintage Rug, folded back.
sounds like...
it's gonna be a Wet... 
Next Few Days.

Probably...keep Brook Benton...playin'.
yeah...
It's rainin' all over our world.
Thanks, IDOT District 6...Boys.}










 

Brook Benton - Rainy Night In Georgia - Live 1971

Again.

 Been awake since 2 a.m.
The much needed rain...on the tin roof, should be soothing...
instead, 
it's torture.

We've been in a drought, little rain, for far...too long.
A Man...asked me, a while back....If It's Ever...Going to Rain.
my reply...
Eventually.

Here it is.

I, can't predict...how much...it's going to Take, to put us under, after what  IDOT District 6 has so wrongfully done to us, to accommodate Fairfax, with a Suicide Trail.
That's....what keeps me up at night.

Happy for The Farmers.
Terrified...for our Home...and, The Rabbit Hole.



Caught the flooding, before it got much on the Vintage Rug...this 3 a.m.
Remember...IDOT District 6, Boys....when you read in our Agreement, concerning our Drain Tiles, that...Ya'll ..decided to disregard, like the Wrongful Fairfax Trail Accommodations.
well...
THIS...is Number 5, Flood, solely because of Your Wrongful Choices.

Wonder what Jim Schnoebelen, and Newman...from District 6, are doing...at 2, 3, 4 a.m., on a Rainy Mornin'...in Iowa???

Can't even think...about The Rabbit Hole.
Too much water to attend, in our Home.
Again.
Again.
Again.
Again.
Again.



Tuesday, June 22, 2021

I've been everywhere - Hank Snow

The Calvary is Comin'....

 Visited The Grovert Girls, yesterday...
Picked up our signs, and said my Thank You's...and Good Byes.
Pat, was leaving for Texas, yesterday...
invited us to come visit her...anytime.
<3
Sue, and I...made plans to share a Big Glass of Wine, when their Folk's Home...sells.
That'll be soon.
It's an Awesome...Home, in the Great Town, of Newhall.
; )

Ran errands, picked up a salt block...for Scout a Roo...and visited with him, for a bit.
; )
Then...Pal, Mark...rang.
Said he had something for me.
?

Somehow...Mark laid his hands on a Mess of Morel Mushrooms!
They came from Way...Up North!!
Holy Smokes!!!
He was willing to Share.
Oh My!!!

We sat, and visited under John's Old...Oak, talked about Dad, the old...trucks, we used to have, and the Shenanigans, Dad always got into.
<3
oh my.
Life...was Always an Adventure, when you were with Dad.
Always.
<3

{Now ya know where I...'get it'...from. 
I learned...from The Master. ; ) }



The word 'impossible', wasn't in Dad's vocabulary.
If he had his mind set on it, it would be done.
He'd figure out a way.
Always.

I, never questioned him, or doubted him...ever.
Was never afraid, or worried...when we'd find ourselves in a 'Tight Spot'.
let me tell ya...
we've been in some mighty...tight spots, a time...or two.
: )

Many of those 'pickles'...were very colorful, and...if you didn't live through them, most likely...wouldn't believe they ever happened.
; )
but...
I was lucky enough...to see many, first hand.
{To my Mother's dismay. ; ) We learned not to share the details, early on...with Mom, of our Daily...
'Adventures'.
oh my.}

I was telling Mark, last night...about an Auction...Dad, and I were at, when I was about 7.
It was about 40 miles South of Cedar Rapids, on an old Farm, near Williamsburg, Iowa.

Dad had bought huge piles of scrap iron...and the entire contents of an old shed.
I wasn't much help...back then, but...kept Dad company, and...truly was just happy being with him, no matter...where we were.

I remember being fascinated while digging through that old shed.
Finding such Interesting...Treasures, as Dad loaded our Old...Ford.
Dad knew what Every Old Treasure was, and would tell me stories, about how he remembered his Grandmother, or Grandfather...using this, and that...when he was young, like me.
: )

It was dark, by the time we were loaded, and ready to head home.
We were low on fuel, so Dad decided to take a short cut.
It was all good, until...
we came upon a bridge that wasn't...
over the Iowa River.

We could see, where bridge building equipment had been crossing through the ditch, and through the River, so...Dad pulled our Heavily Loaded Ford, down into the ditch, up to the edge of the bank...of the River, got out...took off his boots, rolled up his pants, and began to wade across, to see how deep it was.

The Moon, was Full...so bright, between it, and the Ford's headlights...I never lost sight of him.

When Dad returned to the Ford... he assured me, we could easily cross.
No worries.
; )

We...did, indeed...cross The Iowa, well...mostly.
The front end, of The Ford...stepped up onto the northern Bank...
but...
the Rear Duals, sunk...about as deep as they possibly could, in the heavy, thick Muck...
by the Bank.
We...were Stuck.
Beyond...Stuck.
That heavy load, buried...the rear axel.

Dad tried every Trick...in the Book, to get that Truck...out.
No dice.

He turned to me, told me to wait in the Ford, he was going to walk...and get to a phone.
Didn't seem like he was gone...too long, before he was back.
Dad said...he'd called his Pal, Phil... from Cedar Rapids, and he was on his way...with his Boom Truck.

Phil's old...Boom Truck, looked like a Prehistoric Monster, to me.
It Was Huge!
Older Than Dirt!!!
The Boom, was So Long, I...thought Sure, if Phil wanted to...he could pluck a Star...from the sky, with it.
: )
None the less, when I saw those headlights, late that night, it felt like...
The Calvary Is Coming!!!
A Site...for Sore Eyes!!
<3

Phil kept the Boom Truck up...on the road, he, and Dad...let out what seemed to be Miles...of Cable, to reach the helpless...Ford.
I could hear the log chains, hitting the ground, from the Boom Truck's tool box's...then, saw Dad carrying them down the Ditch...and could hear him wrapping them around the front end of the Ford.

Then... Dad asked me to hop out of the Ford, and go stand behind some Trees, that were near the Bank of the River.
Told me to keep behind them...and pointed to the glistening cable, that was tightly stretched from The Massive Boom, to the Ford.
Dad said...
"See that cable, should it snap...it would cut you in two. Keep behind these trees."
Made sense to me.
That's exactly...what I did.
No worries.

Phil...slowly began to pull...with the Old...Giant, to no avail.
There was So Much...Weight...on that Ford, it was buried...So Deep.

Dad, was behind the wheel...of the Ford...trying to get it moving, but...no way.

I'll never forget that night.
It was quite a sight to see, with the Moon, shining down on us.
I could see that Massive Boom Truck...struggling, every which way, trying to get better footing, a better angle, on the helpless Ford.

Then, Phil...decided, to Give 'er Hell.
oh my.
I've never heard...an Engine 'Talk'...like That One...did, before, or since.

Phil gave the Ford a Big Yank....the tires were Smoking...on the Giant!!!
Then...
All of Sudden...
The Massive Truck...Reared Straight Up In The Air!
It's Headlights were pointing at The Moon!
The Giant...was Walking Only....on It's Rear Duals!!!
It's headlights... were illuminating The Huge Clouds of Smoke...Up To The Heavens...
Billowing from the Giant's Smoldering Rear Duals!!!
then...
slowly...
inch, by smoking inch...
the Ford...began to crawl out of The Grips...of The Iowa River.

Stunning.
Incredible.

Don't recall...the time of night, or early morning...me, and Dad...got Home.
but...
my Mother Did.
oh dear.
We were in Big...Trouble.
There was Plenty of Smoke Rollin' from our house...that night, too.
oh dear.
Mom, was Beyond...HOT.
Yikes!

Looking back, probably would've been a good idea, for Dad to have called Mom, when he called The Calvary, and let her know...the 'situation'.
oh dear.
oh dear.
but...
Dad probably didn't want to worry her.
{That...didn't work out...too well. Yikes!!}
No Calvary...could've saved Dad, from Mom...that early...Morning.
He'd been Scalped.
oh my. 

Adventures.
Shenanigans.
oh my.

Love to Ya...
Prayers, for All.

Barb C.












Monday, June 21, 2021

Hot Rod Lincoln

Loads...to get Done.



Sent the above image, to Son in law...Adam, yesterday...
then sent him the one, below...
The above, was 4 years ago... when little Jack, was born.
<3
Gave the Kids...one of my Favorite...Old...Trucks.

Told Adam, the '49...is just a bit Bigger...version.
; )
<3
Think...that's why, I so Love...those 1930's, and 40's...
'Sandbox Toys'.
They...remind me of the Real ones, I grew up with..
Priceless.
<3



Can't wait to get The Old Boy...Home.
; )

Starting on another 'Living Estate Sale'...this week.
Gonna get Crazy Busy.
oh my.

There's some Beautiful...things, on the upcoming Sale.
including...
a 1981 Corvette.
; )

It's cool here...this morning.
Gonna do a little yard work, before anything else.
oh my...
Livin' in a Jungle.
hahahaha...


Love to Ya...
Prayers, for All.

Barb C.

{When I was 16, Dad brought home a 1961 Ford F 350.
It had a 6, with a 4 speed.
It was also...a
Flatbed...
 Dad put a hoist under it, so I could dump the scrap iron, at the Junk Yard, instead of climbing up in the Truck, and pitchin' it off.
: )

The Tonner, was my Driver.
; )

Dad bought it from a Farmer, near Marion, Iowa.

One day, Dad...told me, he'd run into The Farmer, who said...he was following a Flatbed Ford, on Highway 13, near Marion....with a Heavy Load of Iron on it.
The Farmer said....it sure looked like Their...Old Ford, but...then, went on, and said...
he knew it couldn't possibly be.

Their 'Old Ford' could never...Go...That Fast.
; )

{yet...
It Could.}
; )

Especially...when there were 'Loads'...to Get Done.
; )
Time is Money....
Baby.
; ) 

Hahahaha....
oh my. 
Made me think of the Tune...
'Hot Rod Lincoln'...this mornin'.
<3