Monday, July 20, 2026

Beautiful... Sunday in July.



Sunday Morn... was Beautiful.
: )

The First time in days, and days... it was 
'Cool'
in the morn.
; )

Sat under John's Old Oak... from 7 ish.. to nearly...
10 ish.
; )

There was a gentle breeze, that kept the bugs away, oh yeah.
; )

Was surprised by what I thought was fog... early, then... realized it must be the smoke from Canada.
: (
Prayers... for Canada.
<3
Can't imagine how bad it must be... for our Canadian Friends, and Friends... from Up North.
: (
<3 


Miss. Peanut was enjoying the Morning, as well.
; )
She lounged... most of the time, but...
when she heard Dogs barking in Fairfax... 
{It's very quiet, here... early Sunday mornings. 
You can Hear The Town... with no Highway 151 traffic.}

Holy Smokes...
When Peanut heard those dogs...
: ) : ) : )
She was At Full Attention!!!
of course...
 I had to add a little Fuel... to
The Fire!!
: )
{Seeing Peanut... get excited, was such a Gift. ; )}

Kept asking her...
"Where's Those Dawgs??!!
Watch'em... Girl!!! Watch'em!!!"
; )
That... Miss. Peanut Did.
; )
<3
Priceless.

Wasn't sure... how I was going to celebrate John's Birthday, this year.
Decided to take a ride to Palo, Pleasant Creek Park... where I'd captured the image of John driving Sally around The Lake.
; )
John... Loved to Fish there.
; )
{me... not so much. I referred to it as 'Lake Empty'!! 
Hahahahahaha!!!
; )
John had Much Better 'Luck' fishing there, than me.}
; )
<3


When Jethro, and I... took the turn onto Highway 94, to get to Palo...
there were
'Road Closed' 
signs.
: (

Two thoughts... ran through my mind, while sitting at that 
'Stop' sign.

1. 'Let's see... how 'closed' the road... truly is.
; )

2. Let's jump back onto Highway 100, and Find... 
The River, 'The Cedar'....where John and I Loved to Fish, way back... in 'The Day'
; )

Jethro, and I... opted for the second.
; )

Headed to The Old River Road, next to the Cedar River...
 where we liked to hang out... 
sometimes, fish...
back in 'The Day'.
; )


We'd often go there on John's Birthday.
He... wasn't into 'Birthdays', or... Parties.
; )
John... was a 'Simple Man'.
<3




Pulled Jethro down the boat ramp...
let him get a little taste of that old...
river water.
; )

Above was on John's Birthday, back in 2012, or so.
He wanted to go to The River, that Evening.
Who did we run into???
: )
Justin... and 'J'.
; )
By Chance!!
<3
The Boy's were fishin'!!

I climbed in the back of Justin's Ford... and watched them all Enjoy a Beautiful...
 Evening.
<3



We liked to park, next to the roller dam, on The Old River Road.
Just... sit there... and watch the River... Roll.
; )

Seemed fitting, to visit on John's Birthday.
If he were 'Here'... I'm guessin', we'd be spending 'His' Day...
Exactly...
like this.
<3

I'd always fix John... whatever 'Birthday Supper' he wanted.
; )
Sometimes... we'd go 'Out'.
It was All... John's  Choice.
'His Day'.
; )

Jethro, and I... decided to go to Edith Lucielle's for a late lunch.
Sadly... John never got to see his Old Stomping Ground, and... mine, turn into a
 Wonderful... Fun, Restaurant.
When we were young, it was 'Squaw Creek Tap'.
It was in the neighborhood where he grew up.
John... was Never... a 'drinker', or... a 'Bar' Dude, but...
he knew most Everyone who was, in the area.
; )
John... really liked the Lady who used to own it, back then.
He, always said... how much he admired her.
: )
Hard Working... Woman.
{If Ya own a Bar... or a Restaurant, it's... Hard Work.}

When Jethro and I pulled in, at Edith Lucielle's...
a bunch of Biker's were also, coming in.
: )


John and I... are, were... about as 'Merle Haggard'... as anyone can be.
'Bikes'... were never our 'gig'.
; )
Somehow...
knew, Jethro and I... were in The Right Crowd.
; )


I ordered a 'Black Russian'... for John.
; )
John... rarely drank a drop, but... when he did, he liked a Black Russian, or... a VO and Coke.


John... LOVED a Good Tenderloin.
He... didn't like the ones that were flattened out, to the size of a dinner plate.
He liked a Tenderloin that was Thick... and Juicy.
John would've LOVED Edith Lucielle's.
; )

As I was leaving... The Biker's were leaving too.
; )
I asked them... if I could capture an image of them, with Jethro.
; )
They were All Over It!!
; )


: )


Asked them... to give John a 'Wave'...
; )
{John... had a Very Special 'Wave'.}
; )
<3

When The Biker's started up their Bikes, one... had a Tune playing Loud, and Proud.
'Simple Man'.
; )


A Black Russian is made with Vodka and Kahlua.
Picked up a small bottle of Kahlua, and a pack of Luckies...
Sunday afternoon.
Sadly, couldn't find Lucky Strike 'Straights', like John smoked.
{non-filter}
so...
picked up a pack of 100's.
; )
John... RARELY ran out of Stogies, but... when he did, he'd ask for one of mine.
He'd break off the filter... before he'd smoke it.
Always.
; )

Me, on the other hand, have had to smoke a few of John's Luckies.
; )
Never learned how to keep the tobacco off of my lips, like he did.
He.. was The Master at Smokin' Luckies!!
; )

In John's Honor... I've broken off every filter of those 'Luckies'.
; )

Think... maybe, I'm gettin' the hang of it.
; )


When we got Home...
fixed a few... too many of those 
'Black Russians'.
; )
{They Grow... on Ya!! : ) }
While going through 'Memories'... had to laugh, when this one popped up, again.
; )

Made me think of when John was going through that Horrible radiation therapy.
: ( : ( : (

The kind Ladies... who were there, every day... to check John in, 
one day... came walking up to us with a Lovely... Men's Coat.
; )
{John... wore what he wanted. He... Liked his old worn Flannel Coat, that was pretty ragged.
John... was known to duct tape his Favorite Boots, rather than have to break another pair in.
That's How John Rolled.
'His Way'
<3 <3 <3 
and...
John never gave a 'Sh!t' about what anyone thought.
; )
<3 <3 <3
{that's called...'Freedom'.}
; )

John, and I... looked at the kind offering, from the Ladies.
: )
I accepted the coat, Gratefully... on John's behalf.
; )
{donated it, later.}
: )
<3


Indeed.
<3

Love to Ya...
Prayers for All.

Barb C.


<3


<3



Sunday, July 19, 2026

Happy Birthday... John.


'What is Man... 
What has he got...
If not 'Himself'...
then
He has naught'.

; )

Truer words were never written.

<3


<3

Saturday, July 18, 2026

Sweet Corn... oh my. {call me 'Grace'} ; )


Haven't taken Miss. Peanut for a walk, over the last several days... to check out the Sweet Corn, in Scout's Pasture...
She's not been up to it.


She ate a little, yesterday... which is encouraging.


The ONLY thing I can bribe her with is 
Braunschweiger.
{she'll sip a little beef bone broth, and water.}

Trust me... I've tried Everything.

At least... she felt up to a walk, this morning.
; )
<3

The Sweet Corn... has GROWN So Much!!
Holy Smokes!!
That's a LOT of Sweet Corn!!
YIKES!!
; )

Justin put up electric fence... all around it, to keep the Raccoon out.
 so far...
it's 
Holdin'!!
; )

While walking Peanut... we Kept FAR Away... from that fence.
; )
The Dew was Heavy... I was in Bare Feet.
That could Spell Trouble in a Hurry, if I 'happened' to touch it.
; )
Electrifying!!!
Hahahahahaha!!!

I grew up with 'electric fence'.
Have Huge Respect...
for
it.
; )
Once you've been Zapped...
well,
Ya Never Forget It!!
; )
EVER!!!
: )
ZING!!!
; )

While carrying in groceries, yesterday...
had my arms FULL.
{Oh no... can't make three trips, have to Lug them All in at Once.}
{It was a Hot Day. Git 'er Done.}
Was making my way through the breezeway, 
{I've been going through boxes of things that are heading to The Rabbit Hole, they are all stacked in the breezeway, for now.
Just... reminded 'J'... Thursday, as he was carrying something outside, to be 'careful' not to trip... on those 
'boxes'.}
; )

Guess... who tripped on them.
???

Arms Full...
Lord... Lord.
; )

Was Just... stepping through the Kitchen door, when I got Hung Up.
; )
I went DOWN.
HARD!!!
but...
didn't let go of those Groceries!!!
; )
Hahahahahaha!!!!
; )

Got All scraped up, on my right side.
My arm looks like Hamburger from scraping down the door's casement.
; )
{won't even talk about my right knee... that Took The Brunt!!! ; ) }

As I laid face first... on the kitchen floor, with Grocery bags... all around me, handles...
locked inside my
 Tightly Clenched Fists...
all I could think of...
was,
 
'this... is gonna leave a mark'.

Hahahahahahaha!!!!

{Thank God... I'm a Horsewoman!! 
I... Understand 'Hurt'...
Very
Well!!}
; )

Son Of A ... 
gun.
; )

It's been a long, long... time, 
but... found out day before yesterday...
The Gypsy Ford...
is coming
'Home'.
<3

She'll be 'Home' next Wednesday.
<3
; )

She's been kinda torn apart, but...
I'll be glad to get her 'Home' 
no matter.
<3


Don't know what it is about that old Giant of a Ford.
; )

She was Beat to Hell and Back, when I first bought her.
<3

She's kinda worthless... for most anything, but Pulling...
 Mud Running, or...
drivin' down the road.
; )
{Ya better keep your mouth shut while ridin' in her.
; )
Ya hit a bump... {a pebble : ) }
tiny, as it may be, if you don't have your jaws locked, ya... may chip a tooth, or two!!!}
Hahahahahaha!!!
; )
She's a Mighty Ruff... Rider.
; )
10 inch lift, with.... a dozen STIFF... shocks, or so.
; )
Tuff Old Gal, to say the very least.
<3

Bought her... the year after John passed away.
She... in many ways... was my therapy.
'Escape'.
: )

Paid 3500. for Her.
She Owes Me Nothing.
<3
A 'Therapist' couldn't BEGIN to have Helped me, for that kind of 'money', as Much... 
as 
The Old... Gypsy Ford, has... over the last many years.
<3

Remember... after my 'tumble' down the basement stairs, I, too... was pretty broken up, in many 'pieces'.

Gypsy... 
was my 
'Goal'.
; )

I'll never forget the day, I could finally... climb back UP into her.
<3
Knew then, if I could Pull myself back Up... into 'Her', I... could handle most anything.
; )

Sadly... she's not on her 'wheels'.
She's in pieces...
that's o.k.
{Ain't We All... at Times!!}
; )

I'll just be Happy... to Have Her HOME!!
: )

Love to Ya...
Prayers for All.

Barb C.


<3


<3


; )

<3

My Old... Friend.
<3

Friday, July 17, 2026

: )

; )

Love It...
So True!!

Was up... early, wrote a Long Post, then...
saved it.

This time of year brings back a whole lotta memories.
Too early in the day, to start looking back.
 
I can hear them pounding the piles... for the West Cemetery Road Bridge.
The ringing sounds like a broken old Church Bell.

oh my.

Heading to town, before it gets cookin' outside.

Love to Ya...
Prayers for All.

Barb C.


<3



Thursday, July 16, 2026

Be Kind to Yourself... and Others.


Took a stroll... this early July Morn.
; )
Visited the Herbs, and little Tomatoes.
<3
Been giving them sips of water... every Morn, during this 
Hot Spell.
<3

The Morning's are So Incredibly Beautiful.
Doesn't take long.. to work up a sweat by 10 a.m., tho.
{with little... to no effort.}

Farmer, Tom... says we'll be Pickin' Sweet Corn, in about 10 days, or so.
; )

Oh Boy!!
; )


Had a Bunch of Delicious little Tomatoes Ready to Go... this Morn.
They... were my Breakfast.
The above, are what I didn't devour while pickin' 'em.
<3
Sweeeet!!
: )

Trimmed a few Herbs, for later.
Oh My.
Their Scent is Intoxicating!!
<3
Heavenly!!



Had to laugh... when the above popped up, this morning.
: ) : ) : )
Seems, I never 'expect' it....
but, 
somehow... 
it never 
'surprises' me...
anymore.
: )

Maybe... I'm finally growin' up.
Hahahahahaha!!
; )



Have had a couple of Dear Friends, confide in me, lately, concerning some things they are going through.
One... shared the above.

 Made me kind of sad, when I read it, but...
in reality, I... get it.
: (
'Self Preservation'.
<3

I... always think of 'The Golden Rule', 
'Do unto others, as you would have done to you.'
in my opinion, 
it works...
both ways.

If you're kind... and caring, towards someone, and they aren't kind...
and
caring, 
back, well...
maybe, it's time to distance yourself from that type of relationship.
{my... opinion.}

One of my Favorite lesson's of all time, is...
'Be Kind to Yourself... and Others'.
<3
In That... Order.

Seems... simple.

It's far more difficult, than it might seem.

To many... putting themselves 'first'... seems selfish.

In my opinion, not so.
<3

'You can't pour... from an empty cup.'
; )

Sometimes... Ya have to
Give yourself... a little distance.
<3

Was having a conversation... with Grandson, Justin... the other day.
He's Huge... into Fishing, and Boating in the nearby Rivers.
{They are High... and Wild, these days.}
Shared with Justin... something Dad, Justin's Great Grandfather...
 shared with me, when I was far younger than he.

"If you see someone struggling in water, 'drowning'... don't get close to them.
Throw out a line, a preserver... whatever you can that will float, or they can 'grab'...
 hold on to, but...
Never, Never... get close to someone who's drowning.
They will pull you under, climb on top of you...
may, and most probably will..
 drown you both."

That... sounded so incredibly cruel, when Dad gave me that advice.
: ( : ( : (

but...
Dad was right, as he was...
 most
 Always.
<3

If 'You' drown, well... Ya can't help the one struggling, or anyone else.

I, personally... have never been one to 'Give Up'... on people, or most anything I 'believe' in.

{Guessin'... maybe that's why, Dad... had that 'chat' with me, so long... ago. 
: )
 He knew me... better than most...
Anyone. }
<3

'Distance'
'Self Preservation'
is
Real.
a...
Necessary
'Kindness'
to 
'Yourself'...
and
'Others'.

Never 'Apologize' or feel guilty..
 for that.
{in my opinion}
; )

Love to Ya...
Prayers for All.

Barb C.




<3

{Miss. Peanut... is holdin' on. <3 }


Wednesday, July 15, 2026

Shadow Pianos.


When Pal... Bill, stopped by last week, he dropped the above, off for me.
<3
Bill comes across some of the most amazing treasures.
; )

Bill... showed it to me, shortly after he purchased it, I asked him... to please let me know... when he decided on a price.
That... he did.
; )

'The Favorite Horse'.
<3
Late 1800's print.
<3
Looks Exactly... like 'White Cloud'...
'my'
Favorite Horse.
<3
{Shouldn't say that, I guess.
 Picking a 'Favorite'.... Horse, or any 'Critter' is like picking your 
Favorite 'Child'.
Impossible.}
<3

When I saw that 'Currier and Ives'... 
oh my.
: )
I've owned many over the decades. 
Love Them All.
Have kept.. a few.
<3
I've Never Seen... the above.
<3
{even has a 'Pup'... in the image. <3 <3 <3 }
; )



<3


The two late 1800's 'Currier and Ives' above...
were Christmas Gifts from Son, Justin...
long ago.
<3

Priceless.
<3

Took Miss. Peanut to see Christine, yesterday.
{Scout's longtime Vet, 'River Basin Equine'.}
<3

Peanut... is so... under the weather.
So... lethargic, here at Home.
: (

I've been working with her... day, and night.
Giving her water... through a syringe.
Peanut Refuses to eat... much of anything.
Maybe... a spoonful of whatever I can think to entice her with...
a day.
: (.................

Of course... when we get to 'River Basin', Peanut... is like a 
Hurricane on a Leash!!
Holy Smokes!!
It took me, and Dr. Christine's Assistant, to get Peanut to the exam room.
: (

All Adrenaline.
Muscle... and Adrenaline.
: (

Peanut's blind, so... hearing other animals, and smelling the scents... 
she doesn't know who's a threat.
'Friend, or Foe'
: (
That Girl... Shifts Into 'Warrior Mode' with Everything she's got left, when we go to the Vet.
: (

Peanut... is so Good with People.
<3
She's So Good.... with being Poked, and Prodded.
<3
{Everyone... Loves Peanut. <3 
She wags her tail... while going through such torture, that she has no way of understanding...
'why'.}
: (

Told Christine...
"What you're seeing, isn't 'Peanut'.
She's... running on fear, and adrenaline.
She's a Warrior, here.
: (
At 'Home'...  she's lethargic."
: (


The above... is Not Normal Peanut.
<3

Christine... went over the other Vet's records... and tests.
{all tests, and images came back good}

Christine conducted a thorough exam, along with more bloodwork.

I've been thinking, maybe... Peanut picked up a strange virus, or...parasite.
???

Christine... tested, and treated... for everything she could, concerning the above.
<3

Christine... called this morning, to tell me Peanut's tests have all come back Good.
: )
: (
She wormed her, with a broad spectrum wormer, yesterday...
if...
it's a 'parasite', hopefully, we'll
 KILL IT!!
: (

We're all... at a loss, at this point.
: (

Again...
as a parent...
you're only as happy, as your unhappiest 
Child.

be
They...
2, or 4...
legged.
<3



; )


'The Unknown'
to me...
 is much like playing on a shadow piano.

No...
Resolution.

Unacceptable...
to my ears.

Love to Ya...
Prayers for All.

Barb C.


<3



Tuesday, July 14, 2026

Pretty July Morning... in Iowa.


The above popped up this morning.
That.... was quite a day.
There were just narrow pathways through the Old... Victorian.
It was sad.

I knew the Woman.. who used to live there.
She was a Lovely Lady.
Sadly... seems, she was very troubled, tho... you'd never know it.

I've learned over the years...
Many, are fighting battles few ever know about.

Most... Everyone, has a 'Story'.




It's a Pretty Morning in Iowa.
: )
It's gonna get Toasty, today... and all week they say.

So Love... the Early... Summer Mornings in Iowa.
<3
before...
It Gets Cookin'.
; )



Taking Miss. Peanut to see Christine, Scout's old Vet, this morning.
I'd completely forgotten she'd expanded her clinic to Small Animals, a while back.
She's Amazing.
Hopefully... she can figure out what's ailing Miss. Peanut.
<3



<3



The above... made me laugh, this morning.
; )
Pal, Bill... and I were just talking about this, 'subject' last week.
; )
We're both 'Taurus'.
: )

Calm... easy goin'... slow, and steady.
Docile... for a long, long... time, when prodded.
: )
then...
someone makes a mistake of waving that 
'Red Flag'.

Oh... dear.


Bill... has only seen me
really, really...
 'Angry'...
once.

He reminded me of that 'encounter'... the other day.

That... got ugly, in a Big Hurry.

The man had tried to 'Bully' me once, got in my face...
screaming so loud, my hair blew back... from his breath.
When the 'man'... stormed away, I told his friend,
who was standing there... with Pal, Bill...
to let his 'pal' know...
I'd given him his first, and last 'free pass' with such disrespect.

The man's pal, said...
"Oh... he talked that way to his Grandmother, all the time. Called her horrible names, treated her horribly."

: (


I... knew his Grandmother, very well.
Hearing about the abuse she'd suffered, from her 'adult' grandson, whom... she'd been caring for, for years...
 made my blood boil.
: (

True to form... the 'grandson', a few weeks later... pulled the same 'stunt' again, with me.

Stepped right into my face, and started cursing, and screaming.
{Pal, Bill... again, was there, as was the 'grandson's' friend.}

that time...
I... stepped right back into the 
'grandson'.

Nose to Nose...
literally.

Gave him... a Huge Dose of his own 'medicine'.

{ooooops.}

The 'grandson'... didn't quite know what to do.
He was stunned, to say the least.
He turned tail... 
smart move.

Sometimes, sadly... you have to speak to some people in a language they're familiar with, and 'understand'.


While Miss. Peanut and I were sitting under the entryway, this morning,
the tune above came to mind.

Watching the Huge Traffic on Highway 151, reminded me of the lyrics in the above...
Otis Redding tune.
"Watchin' the Ships Roll In, then... Watch 'em Roll Away... Again.'
; )

I've often referred to living next to this stretch of 151, as like living next to The Mighty Miss.
Not nearly as Beautiful... as The Mississippi, but...
equally as dangerous, if you aren't acclimated to it.
'Respect' how powerful it is.

Oddly enough, when the Highway has been closed, at different times, over my life....
it's kind of eerie.
almost,
Too... 
quiet.

Love to Ya...
Prayers for All.

Barb C.