A Friend... had these little Treasures...
{Not the Big Bunny. He came from Friend, Jo... last year. <3
and the Apron, in the back...I got from Minnesota, Friend... Linda. <3 }
but, the rest...I gathered today... from Friend, Kevin. : )
The Horse and Wagon... needed repair, I worked on those, when I pulled in, tonight.
Still have a little more...to do... but, they are 'Together...Again. : )
Kevin Gifted me with the Bunny Spool Sewing Piece. : )
It holds two spools of thread, and...a Thimble!
Love It!
I also picked up some Ice Cream Parlor Chairs...a funky... mid century stool...
sprinkling cans....
and....
an Old Store Counter.
Good Load.
We're gonna have some Fun...Stuff...
for Gold Rush!!!
: )
I thought, of the above...tune, as I was getting ready....to shut the lap top...down.
They say, it's gonna Storm, tonight.
Nothing, severe... thankfully.
I've moved my lap top... from the old cutting board, in the Kitchen...to where John, always sat...on his lap top...
in the Big Room.
The 'Room' he Created.
I, don't come to this side of the House...anymore.
Haven't since, he hasn't been here.
It feels good, sitting in his chair. : )
As I was driving, today... gathering...
My mind, went Over...and Over... the last few months...we had together.
oh my.
They, were Ruff.
but, always...
Hopeful...
until, they, in an Instant...weren't.
I remembered... the night, I came home, from the hospital....to take care of Nicky and Polly.
The night, they told us... John didn't have 'vertigo'....
it was brain cancer.
I stayed Positive... we Both...did.
but,
when I walked through....these doors....
alone.
Let the Dogs...
out...
closed...
the door....
I
SCREAMED!!!!
I spun, around... 'Seeing'...John's Amazing...Work...
in this Room....
until...
I was Dizzy!!!
and...SCREAMED!!!!!
I didn't know... my 'body'... could make that kind of a sound.
it, wasn't my 'body'....
'Those' Screams...
came from the depth...of my soul.
The WALLS....SHOOK!!!
John, never...ever... saw me that way.
No one did.
I, sit here... and weep.
I...look around, in the darkness.... yet, I 'See' all of his Beautiful...
Beautiful...
'Work'.
<3
: )
I 'Feel'...it.
It's... tuff... sitting here.
but, I know... John wouldn't want me... to stay away.
<3
This, is where John, always sat.
Where, I'm sitting...
now.
Tuff.
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